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Chapter 31

1 maain ne apanee ankhon ke vishay vacha bandhaee haai, fir maain kisee kunvaree par kyonkar ankhen lagaun?
2 kyonaki ishvar svarga se kaun sa ansh aur sarvashaktaiman upar se kaun see sampattai banttta haai?
3 kya vah kuttlai manushyon ke liye vipaattai aur anarth kam karanevalon ke liye satyanash ka karan naheen haai?
4 kya vah meree gaati naheen dekhta aur kya vah mere pag pag naheen ginata?
5 yaadi maain vyarth chal chalata hoo, va kapatt karane ke liye mere paair daude hon
6 to maain dharma ke tarajoo men taula jau, taki ishvar meree khrai ko jan le.
7 yaadi mere pag marga se bahak gaae ho, aur mera man meree ankho kee dekhee chal chala ho, va mere hathon ko kuchh kalank laga ho
8 to maain beej bou, parantu doosara khaae varan mere khet kee upaj ukhad dalee jaae.
9 yaadi mera day kisee sree par mohit ho gaya haai, aur maain apane padosee ke dar par ghaat men baaitta hoo
10 to meree sree doosare ke liye peese, aur paraae purush usako bhrashtt karen.
11 kyonaki vah to mahapap hota aur nyayiyon se dand pane ke yogy adharma ka kam hota
12 kyonaki vah aeesee ag haai jo jalakar bhsm kar detee haai, aur vah meree saree upaj ko jad se nash kar detee haai.
13 jab mere das va dasee ne mujh se jhgada kiya, tab yaadi maain ne unaka hak mar diya ho
14 to jab ishvar utt khda hoga, tab maain kya karoonga? aur jab vah aaega tab maain kya uttar doonga?
15 kya vah usaka bananevala naheen jis ne mujhe garbh men banaya? kya aek hee ne ham donon kee soorat garbh men n rachee thee?
16 yaadi maain ne kangalon kee ichchha pooree n kee ho, va mere karan vidhava kee ankhen kabhee rah gai ho,
17 va maain ne apana ttukada akela khaya ho, aur us men se anath n khane paae ho,
18 parantu vah mere ladkapan hee se mere sath is prakar pala jis prakar pita ke sat, aur maain janm hee se vidhava ko palata aya hoo
19 yaadi maain ne kisee ko vasrheen marate huae dekha, va kisee daaridra ko jisake pas oddhne ko n tha
20 aur usako apanee bhedon kee un ke kapade n diae ho, aur us ne garma hokar mujhe ashaeervad n diya ho
21 va yaadi maain ne faattk men apane sahayak dekhkar anathon ke marane ko apana hath uttaya ho,
22 to meree banh pakhaude se ukhdkar gir pade, aur meree bhuja kee haddee toott jaae.
23 kyonaki ishvar ke pratap ke karan maain aeesa naheen kar sakata tha, kyonaki usakee or kee vipaattai ke karan maain bhyabheet hokar thrathrata tha.
24 yaadi maain ne sone ka bhrosa kiya hota, va kundan ko apana asara kaha hota,
25 va apane bahut se dhan va apanee badee kamai ke karan anand kiya hota,
26 va soorya ko chamakate va chandrama ko mahashaebha se chalate huae dekhkar
27 maain man hee man mohit ho gaya hota, aur apane munh se apana hath choom liya hota
28 to yah bhee nyayiyon se dand pane ke yogy adharma ka kam hota kyonaki aeesa karake maain ne sarvashraeshtt ishvar ka inakar kiya hota.
29 yaadi maain apane baairee ke nash se anaandait hota, va jab us par vipaattai padee tab us par hansa hota
30 parantu maain ne n to usakee shaap dete hua, aur n usake praandand kee praarthna karate huae apane munh se pap kiya haai
31 yaadi mere dere ke rahanevalon ne yah n kaha hota, ki aeesa koi kahan milega, jo isake yahan ka mans khakar trapt n hua ho?
32 paradeshaee ko sadk par ttkaina n padta tha maain battohee ke liye apana dar khula rakhta tha
33 yaadi maain ne adam kee nai apana aparadha chhpaiakar apane adharma ko ddhanp liya ho,
34 is karan ki maain badee bheed se bhy khata tha, va kuleenon se tuchchh kiae jane se dr gaya yahan tak ki maain dar se bahar n nikala---
35 bhla hota ki mera koi sunanevala hota ! sarvashaaktaiman abhee mera tyay chukaae ! dekho mera dastakht yahee haai. bhla hota ki jo shaikayatanama mere mui ne likha haai vah mere pas hota !
36 nishchay maain usako apane kandho par uttaae firata aur sundar pagadee janakar apane sir men bandho rahata.
37 maain usako apane pag pag ka hisab deta maain usake nikatt pradhaan kee nai nidr jata.
38 yaadi meree boomi mere viruddh dohai detee ho, aur usakee reghaariyan milakar rotee hon
39 yaadi maain ne apanee boomi kee upaj bina majooree diae khi, va usake maalik ka praan liya ho
40 to gehoon ke badale jhdbedee, aur jav ke badale jangalee ghaas ugen! ayyoob ke vachan poore huae haain.